If it turns out that no help is forthcoming, and I have to wait until my payday in December before I can get my passport and a flight to Spain, I pray this sexual predator does not get in my way. I pray that when she cannot fight him off any longer, and he takes possession of what he feels that he owns, since he provided the money to save her life... that after he rapes her again and again... I pray he is in hiding when I finally come to get her. I was a Ranger for 4 years...
I am scared senseless right now, but it CANNOT be as frightening as it has to be at this very moment for that young Bulgarian girl who has been stuck in Portugal, and then Spain for going on over 2 years! I am so sorry baby girl. I know that is NO consolation for turning you into a whore to a man you have only seen and spoken to a few times. But I AM... I AM SO DAMNED SORRY...
Forgive me if I learn over the next few months that I will not be able to look at you ever again in that way you love so much! Forgive me if this nightmare destroys the purity of the love we felt for each other... forgive me if I cannot take anymore pain and abandon you and MY son.
